merry christmas motherfuckers…i can barely write and hopefully you can barely read…yeah i gave up on this stupid mutherfucker of a blog but wanted to give a christmas drunk farewell…in that regard i’m listening to chicago ftw right now and have deep mixed feelings…i have enjoyed mayer and even sung his praises…and want more because any dead is good dead..keep the scene going as long as possible…sell those beers at 2 for 5…sell that cid cause fuck if u don’t who will? fuck and fuck i’m at a loss…musically i want trey back…i think he has it more than mayer..trey’s to fucking reserved..he knows the legacy…he doesn’t want to trample on toes..mayer is like i cover hendrix…i’ll cover garcia (god) no problem…i got weir at my back and their drummers…fuck i got nothing to loose and so he doesn’t..but shit…i have to decide on who to stream this new years and for the first time in my life i’m going with trey and phish…i streamed every dead and co show..many were fun, even great…but i’ll bet trey over mayer in a heartbeat..give me the odds 1 on 1, no contest…it’s like betting on phil vs. o’teill…yeah o’teills chops are better but phil has a taste which was touched by Jerry and such.. really has no equal…it’s probably why i like van gogh vs rembrant…lsd will do that to you…a certain touch that makes no sense to those that haven’t seen that specific light…is that light artificial? are those dreams i had meaningless? most would say so…phuk i would probably say so on any given day…but what is a poor boy to do? goddamm i miss jerry..happy holidays phuckers..peace out